Hello non readers,
In today's exciting adventure, I fear for my job again. I have a sneaking suspicion that our interim principal doesn't like my teaching or my methods... It's super frustrating. I also fear that I am falling for a total inappropriate man. A man that makes me so hot, yet I know that in the end, he'll break my heart and go be with his beautiful wife.
Why do I do that? Why do I put a lot of stress on myself and worry about things out of my control. I feel like I can't win. I am a great teacher and I am a great lover. I deserve to feel love and be loved. I deserve to be with a man that wants me. Not to escape his marriage or his life.
I deserve to teach my class and help these kids, let my creativity flow... I deserve a great life. ok enough wallowing, and on with the show.
Hot, married guy, is soooo amazing. He is everything that I want in a man. Sexual, sensual, spiritual, and a little bit neurotic. He makes me so nervous, he even has where with all to notice that I am a complete nervous mess around him. I couldn't even look at him, I am so attracted to him. The worst part, he feels some attraction towards me as well. I am afraid, that I like him a little too much, more than just my usual partnership. Hence the heart break.
I pray for strength and I pray for clarity, but most of all, I pray that this hot man falls for me...
There I said it!!!
Tis all this is Silverplatters signing off
1 comment:
I disagree he's not everything you want: He's NOT available! Be it mentally, physical or otherwise. And YOU KNOW THIS. Drop him like a hot potato or fall into the trap you have so clearly laid out in this post.
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