happily confused ever after

Hello non- readers!

     As for today's update, I am dating an amazing man that I met on the Mark and Brian radio program. Shortly after meeting on a radio show, the show has ended. It's like the blog universe heard my plea and I was finally rewarded with a "geek charming". That part I am so thankful for..
Now the other side: Remember back in my previous post about how my friend told me I  really hurt him. It was because I called his marriage pathetic. Well, after 3 months, he came back, and everything changed... I truly think we are best friends. However, upon meeting his wife, the other half of the pathetic marriage mind you. I felt strange and awkward! She knew everything about me, I knew little to nothing about her, except the fact that she's boring and he wants another flavor. So weird. I hope I wasn't too weird or awkward. I really think it was inappropriate for her to ask me what her husband wanted for food... I don't ever buy his meal. Also, he kept trying to have side conversations with me, it was insane! I fear that the four pack may be a continuous event. God help us all.
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Basic Training

Back to the basics. I have noticed that whenever I am gaga over a guy I lose my ability to read people and to read for myself. The universe works in mysterious ways. My latest crush was just that. A crush and he crushed me. I hurt his feelings but he did not want to forgive me. I did suffer from foot in mouth disease, but I totally didn't mean to hurt him as badly as he was hurt. So, I must move on... now the intention I have put into the weird universe is to lay low and maybe start dating my 6 week regular booty call.... I just don't know if he'd be down for it. First off, he's a booty call and I don't know if crossing the line will ruin the great thing we have. But, dating him would be so great because there is no interview, no family crap, nothing, the only thing that would change would be seeing each other for more than booty and way more frequently. I'd also like a date or two thrown in there and some overnighters... that may be asking way too much. But it's out there in the blog universe.

Tough love is tough

Hello non readers in today's blog it's a sad fact when a former coworker doesn't want to help herself it's time for a friendtervention. Unfortunately, she has no desire to get out of her current situation nor does she show up to events that she organized and invited me to. While she's Stuck in this horrible situation, I'm doing everything to help. I found a shelter, a counselor, even a place that would take her children. Instead of asking me or thanking me she says she doesn't want to hang out with me because all I do is party. Now luckily I am aware that this woman is in some serious shit and doesn't have any coping mechanisms so lashing out at me is her only defense. But I am no longer participating in this. I am being tough love. No more help, no more understanding my only two words will be get help. This is all silver platters signing off...

my inappropriate crush part 2

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      Well, I called the hot married guy out on his shit. He got pissed off at me. I told him I couldn't figure out if he was playing me or not. He was so angry and told me he wasn't looking for no strings... "Excuse me, you're married, you don't get to look for no strings" Now just because he is in a marriage of convenience, he thinks he gets to be in a monogamous relationship also? I don't think so, he also continues to live the "married life." I clearly do not want to be married or be monogamous. I like the freedom to do and be who I am. I was fuming because this backwards logic makes zero sense... So I think I am done with this business... Need to keep busy busy...
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Another crazy entry

Hello non readers,
     In today's exciting adventure, I fear for my job again. I have a sneaking suspicion that our interim principal doesn't like my teaching or my methods... It's super frustrating. I also fear that I am falling for a total inappropriate man. A man that makes me so hot, yet I know that in the end, he'll break my heart and go be with his beautiful wife.
     Why do I do that? Why do I put a lot of stress on myself and worry about things out of my control. I feel like I can't win. I am a great teacher and I am a great lover. I deserve to feel love and be loved. I deserve to be with a man that wants me. Not to escape his marriage or his life.
     I deserve to teach my class and help these kids, let my creativity flow... I deserve a great life. ok enough wallowing, and on with the show.
    Hot, married guy, is soooo amazing. He is everything that I want in a man. Sexual, sensual, spiritual, and a little bit neurotic. He makes me so nervous, he even has where with all to notice that I am a complete nervous mess around him. I couldn't even look at him, I am so attracted to him. The worst part, he feels some attraction towards me as well. I am afraid, that I like him a little too much, more than just my usual partnership. Hence the heart break.
     I pray for strength and I pray for clarity, but most of all, I pray that this hot man falls for me...
There I said it!!!
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My so called paranormal life

Hello,
     In today's exciting adventure I discuss the psychotic behavior that I sometimes exhibit. I always wanted to be clairvoyant. Why on earth would I choose that?  First, it's not 100 percent, and when it's correct, it's about stupid things that I can't really impact. Lame!!! For example, on Saturday, I was going off about my job, just the whole education thing in general. I mentioned the movie to a random lady. Today I get an email from a friend who works at the Waldorf school and they are showing it!!! Hello??? Lame would have liked that info on Saturday! Then, my friend tells me that someone will not be at an event. "Yeah, I figured" was my response... like I already knew. She seemed shocked that I figured it out, my psychic lameness rears its head again. So, when praying for psychic ability ask for something cool; like telekinesis, or teleporting, anything else is better. 
I haven't been to the movies, I don't have dating drama, and this is it! I live a blessed life. 
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