Hello Non Readers,
Well, I called the hot married guy out on his shit. He got pissed off at me. I told him I couldn't figure out if he was playing me or not. He was so angry and told me he wasn't looking for no strings... "Excuse me, you're married, you don't get to look for no strings" Now just because he is in a marriage of convenience, he thinks he gets to be in a monogamous relationship also? I don't think so, he also continues to live the "married life." I clearly do not want to be married or be monogamous. I like the freedom to do and be who I am. I was fuming because this backwards logic makes zero sense... So I think I am done with this business... Need to keep busy busy...
Silverplatters signing off
Saturday, February 25, 2012
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Another crazy entry
Hello non readers,
In today's exciting adventure, I fear for my job again. I have a sneaking suspicion that our interim principal doesn't like my teaching or my methods... It's super frustrating. I also fear that I am falling for a total inappropriate man. A man that makes me so hot, yet I know that in the end, he'll break my heart and go be with his beautiful wife.
Why do I do that? Why do I put a lot of stress on myself and worry about things out of my control. I feel like I can't win. I am a great teacher and I am a great lover. I deserve to feel love and be loved. I deserve to be with a man that wants me. Not to escape his marriage or his life.
I deserve to teach my class and help these kids, let my creativity flow... I deserve a great life. ok enough wallowing, and on with the show.
Hot, married guy, is soooo amazing. He is everything that I want in a man. Sexual, sensual, spiritual, and a little bit neurotic. He makes me so nervous, he even has where with all to notice that I am a complete nervous mess around him. I couldn't even look at him, I am so attracted to him. The worst part, he feels some attraction towards me as well. I am afraid, that I like him a little too much, more than just my usual partnership. Hence the heart break.
I pray for strength and I pray for clarity, but most of all, I pray that this hot man falls for me...
There I said it!!!
Tis all this is Silverplatters signing off
In today's exciting adventure, I fear for my job again. I have a sneaking suspicion that our interim principal doesn't like my teaching or my methods... It's super frustrating. I also fear that I am falling for a total inappropriate man. A man that makes me so hot, yet I know that in the end, he'll break my heart and go be with his beautiful wife.
Why do I do that? Why do I put a lot of stress on myself and worry about things out of my control. I feel like I can't win. I am a great teacher and I am a great lover. I deserve to feel love and be loved. I deserve to be with a man that wants me. Not to escape his marriage or his life.
I deserve to teach my class and help these kids, let my creativity flow... I deserve a great life. ok enough wallowing, and on with the show.
Hot, married guy, is soooo amazing. He is everything that I want in a man. Sexual, sensual, spiritual, and a little bit neurotic. He makes me so nervous, he even has where with all to notice that I am a complete nervous mess around him. I couldn't even look at him, I am so attracted to him. The worst part, he feels some attraction towards me as well. I am afraid, that I like him a little too much, more than just my usual partnership. Hence the heart break.
I pray for strength and I pray for clarity, but most of all, I pray that this hot man falls for me...
There I said it!!!
Tis all this is Silverplatters signing off
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