He was charming and well spoken, he had me at left handed and just went on from there. I went my merry way and never thought I'd hear from him again, however my school girl crush was gaining mass.
I decided to text him that I had amassed this crush and not to worry, I knew he was married and really was not interested in a semi crazed California girl who likes Star Wars and Princess Bride, but I was wrong. He also had a crush on a crazy California girl, he apologized for being in a weird period in his life and I was left dumbfounded.
So what did I do? I became obsessed, more crazy and a little scary. I was trying everything to get this guy's attention, which of course landed me here... Alone, in my condo in CA writing this blog.
I don't know where I went wrong... perhaps it was the over zealous texting, the frequent emails, the direct messages, and the phone calls. OK I was a lot obsessed. At least I know that when someone is not interested to stop?
I admit I went overboard, but it seemed fine we were chatting regularly, until he just stopped...
That's when I went crazy and tried to figure out how to make the guy love me... That is one thing I don't think I'll ever learn.
When it stops for no reason, let it go... don't try to get a reason, don't try to follow up, just let it go and continue on.
With that, I cut my losses, which was only a few weeks. I apologize. I move forward! I sent him the apology message. It read, I am sorry for the persistent texts, emails and direct messages. I had an insight, it was cool. Have a great week.
With that I continue on my way...
Next Week movies!!! Peace
This is silverplatters signing off...
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