when it rains, it pours

Hello Readers!!!

In today's news October was an exciting month!!! First off, my boss got pregnant and went on bed rest! I do not wish any harm to my boss or her unborn baby, but I do want a year of peace, where, if I am busting my ass I get some credit, not a list of things that I suck at doing.

So we get a normal AP who is awesome and a Substitute principal that wants what's best for kids!!! Who would've thought!!!???

Then, if that wasn't amazing enough, I heard from author dude, who is having another baby!! And then if that wasn't enough, dorky Jew messaged me right after I hung up with the author dude!

I guess there might be something to this grounding thing after all!!!

Peace!

Hey readers!
    Here's the latest work info... So my old AP who had an aversion towards me, is gone. We now have a normal AP who understands that we are doing our jobs. I unfortunately still have to work with the original boss. The one I've been praying gets pregnant. She is not trying to get pregnant which is much to my disliking. 
     Here's what she pulled! Every other year we need to be evaluated on our teaching and professionalism. I always choose a committee, actually I invent one and I get out of doing any extra curricular stuff all year.
     My friend, did not learn this and got put on a ballot to be the site rep. This move was nasty. It is a two year commitment and it entails having to stay after school up to 3 hours later. My principal stated to my friend that she was being evaluated and HAD to be on this committee because all the other committees were full. Which is a big lie. I made up my own committee, and so did another colleague. Needless to say, she had to work the extra three hours and join the committee.
    It's sad when you like your job, but hate your boss!!! Which makes us all working for the weekend! I just hope we can outlast her!!!
Peace This is Silverplatters signing off!!!

it could've worked out somehow, but it's over now

Ok, hello non readers,
      Well the entire Jewish dork drama is over. First, we messed around, but he couldn't handle it. So he made up some bullshit story that he had to study 24/7 for his LSAT. Which I knew was BS. I caught him in the lie. Next, he lies again telling me we can hang out, just not as frequently. This also was a lie because he had no intention of seeing me. He literally blew me off each time.  Then, he lies again, letting me think I had a chance when his out of town plans get cancelled. So He blows me off for a fifth and final time. Because I am a glutton for punishment, I ask him "what did I do to elicit so much hate?" He comes back with, "I don't hate you, but you cause so much drama it's leaning in that direction" Dude what drama? I just wanted to go to the movies and maybe ride some rides. Obviously, you're not into me. Oh and finally to add fuel to the "I am not into you fire" He friggin' blocks me on facebook, Dude! I get the message. But I am the bigger the person, and I am over it faster than a speeding bullet!!! So, as they say at the deli, and i mean it! NEXT!!!
This is Silverplatters signing off.... thanks cyber world :)

Clueless

Hello Non-readers,

I like the Jewish dork man a lot. It seemed like we were going out a lot, enjoying spending time with each other, then bam, he doesn't return a message. I sent like 10, obviously he didn't want to talk to me, then he tells me a bs story that his phone broke. I put myself in the friend zone and he said, "that's fine" UGH!!! I think I want to date him, but I am scared. Maybe friendship is all we can handle. I know I like him a lot, I am passing on sex... Like seriously passing... Geeze I hope it works! that's all from here!

xoxo silverplatters signing off

I am going to hell in a hand basket

Well hello non readers,

In today's adventure I have some updates: Homeboy is a liar liar pants on fire, and I am ok with that. So back in March, he had some women in his hotel room, the same night, I am texting him for booty call and he tried to blow me off... Simply because he was trying to close the deal with a different red head.

I called him out, he avoided me for 3 months, but oh people talk and I know all... So needless to say, I am not moving anywhere. This train has stopped in CA... what a douche bag. Any way, I might have sex with him, I may not... I really don't care. But seriously dude, you thought no one would know??? Whateva!!!

Then the hellatious part... My friend has a monster crush on probably the biggest dork known to man. And now, so do I

This man is 6'5" omg of pure dork, jew awesomeness and I can't stop thinking about him. The worst part is, my friend wants him badly... He's into her, but she can't close the deal... I'm into him, and I usually get sex... but I like this big Jew dork... I have no idea what to do... I messaged him, and now the ball is in his court. The worst part is, I'd hook up with him on the side no problem!!

See why I am hellatious!

That's all from here. Silverplatters out!!!

oh dude, once this all blows over, I could write a tell all. But I won't

whatever's clever

Hey non readers, in today's exciting blog I look at my high school existence. Something really weird went down today/yesterday and I got to the bottom of it.

A former classmate/friend posted a picture of himself from senior year on facebook. People responded in a variety of ways. I simply said Thanks for the memories. A simple thought, I thought I'd contribute. Well, low and behold, someone else decides to write a comment. He blasts my simple statement saying that I have become jaded by domestication. I just laugh because I'm anything but domesticated. But it really struck a nerve, he only blasted my comment, and in a way where I knew he was aiming for me.

I was stunned into silence, a common way that I react when I feel attacked. I was put right back in Freshmen year, where this same individual blasted me for no reason continuously. I asked in every class not to be put by him, because the harassment was too much for my 14 year old mind. Finally, an English teacher forced him next to me, where he continued to berate me, but got to know me. Turned out, we had a lot in common and his hatred was due to that fact.

I thought we had turned a corner, then 19 years later, he berates me again. My entire being drives him batty!! I can't be who I am without making him crazy.

After seeing this, I had a new found freedom, I am here to make him crazy. His attacks are ways to acknowledge my existence on the planet. I should be grateful he knows who I am and that I make such a huge impression on him.

If he were to read this post, he's comment on how the structure and syntax make no sense and that I'm a nut case, spewing lies...

Gotta love that High school is only 4 years!!!

Peace! This is Silverplatters signing off

he's gone

My post was heard!!! The man that hates my guts got a promotion hallelujah!! I am back on the wave. Now I need to generate money!!!

As for movies, seen a few. I liked Water for Elephants, it was very chickish, so if you are a man, bring your leading lady.

I saw African Cats, oh this was incredibly sad. I hate the circle of life, and don't like to think about it. So thanks a lot Elton John, I blame you for this movie!

Tis all... peace be with you!

Silverplatters signing off

I may just be being paranoid, but felt the need to post. I don't typically announce that I have a blog, yet a few curious people may have been reading... and I have been quite expressive so just want to retract former statements, because I am doing well, I have a grip in that area.

My latest battle is with my job. I need to know if the biggest jerk I have ever met is going to stay or go... if he's gone. I stay. If he is here, time to move forward!!! Please universe give me the answer!!!

TTFN

This is Silverplatters signing off

My Obsession continues

So, I waited more and just assumed that he was done. On Saturday I texted, So we're done right? Which led to a barrage of messages and a phone call. He told me again not to worry. Then, he adopts a puppy. I went ballistic. A puppy is not a sign of divorce. A puppy is a sign of full blown commitment.

I tried texting, WTF? Are you working things out? No response. Then I ask, are you staying together? No response. Then later, your actions don't match your words. No response, then one last one for the night, I guess you're not going to give me closure. Still nothing. So I continued in the morning, are we done now? no response. Followed by were you trying to fuck with me? Cuz it worked. No response. Then I get an email, this situation is becoming unhealthy... I texted too much... And even though he wanted to be with me, he couldn't make me happy because I need and want a lot of attention. Oh and he never thought the dog was a big deal, seriously, that's what pushed me over the edge....

So I was pissed, then I had a change of heart. I want him in my life, maybe never as a boyfriend, but maybe as a friend boy with benefits? That's more my style anyway.

What do you think?

Silverplatters signing off...

no friggin' clue

Well after my last entry, I heard from the man that hadn't replied. He told me he has been neglectful and asked me to be patient with him. What the F does that mean? Does it mean sit at home and wait? Does it mean, don't wait, forget about him, or does it mean nothing. Just live and if he's in my life, yay! And if not not YAY!

I can't believe after pouring my heart out for weeks I get. Wait! I really don't get it.

Tis all

Silverplatters signing off

when it all falls down

Another attempt to blog... let's see, as for updates I don't have much. I again fell in love with an obscure semi famous person. Those never seem to work out. This time the guy was married and lived in a far away land called Texas. I hate Texas.

He was charming and well spoken, he had me at left handed and just went on from there. I went my merry way and never thought I'd hear from him again, however my school girl crush was gaining mass.

I decided to text him that I had amassed this crush and not to worry, I knew he was married and really was not interested in a semi crazed California girl who likes Star Wars and Princess Bride, but I was wrong. He also had a crush on a crazy California girl, he apologized for being in a weird period in his life and I was left dumbfounded.

So what did I do? I became obsessed, more crazy and a little scary. I was trying everything to get this guy's attention, which of course landed me here... Alone, in my condo in CA writing this blog.

I don't know where I went wrong... perhaps it was the over zealous texting, the frequent emails, the direct messages, and the phone calls. OK I was a lot obsessed. At least I know that when someone is not interested to stop?

I admit I went overboard, but it seemed fine we were chatting regularly, until he just stopped...

That's when I went crazy and tried to figure out how to make the guy love me... That is one thing I don't think I'll ever learn.

When it stops for no reason, let it go... don't try to get a reason, don't try to follow up, just let it go and continue on.

With that, I cut my losses, which was only a few weeks. I apologize. I move forward! I sent him the apology message. It read, I am sorry for the persistent texts, emails and direct messages. I had an insight, it was cool. Have a great week.

With that I continue on my way...

Next Week movies!!! Peace

This is silverplatters signing off...