My stitch fix win

To start off... I was not planning on keeping everything ever. But this fix was perfect. My stylist looked at my Pinterest and picked the sweatshirt. I emailed back saying i wanted a cardigan and a pair of stretch pants. Both items came and fit perfectly. The two jeweled tops fit perfectly as well. I am so happy with this months picks, I had to blog about it.

The drama continues: I've noticed that the geek boyfriend chooses his friend over me, every time. At first it was fine. But lately it infringes on our private time. Since geek charming doesn't feel comfortable staying over, our time is super limited. I'm hurt and sad. That's all. Silverplatters signing off.
Addendum:
He realized he was being an ass and apologized, woo hoo

Sister in law from H.E. double hockey sticks

I have kept my mouth shut for 5 years about my brother's wife. She hates me so much. First, she had a high end $60,000 wedding. I knew I could not afford it, so I wasn't in the wedding. Next, she has a birthday in june. No clue as what day, anyway, we were in their part of town thinking I could drop by, but she was having a party. Thanks but no thanks on the invite. 
     That was the first year of their marriage. Years 2-5 go something like this, they have a kid, lie to me about not having a shower, then I see the photos from the baby shower. Fuck you very much. Baby is born, I hold it 1 time exactly and babysit 0 times. I buy it clothes, he wears 0 things I bought. I waited until he was 3, then I just give him the clothes directly. Baby two is born in March of 2015, the only reason I remember is because it's my co-worker's birthday. I've held him 0 times and have seen him 2 times maybe 3. 
     I wanted a sister, but she's a mega-bitch. Sorry not sorry. Maybe I am over reacting, but I doubt it. I offered to do shit for the 1st kid, but to no avail. So, I am the absentee auntie. Which is total BS since I am auntie to Brayden and Aiden. Whom of which aren't biologically mine. Go figure. Sorry kids, I am not your aunt. Just biologically... 
Am I crazy??? Or am I right???

 Runaway Kitty

In March in the mountains kitty got caught by the witch. The witch turned kitty into a skeleton. First, kitty walked into the purple haunted house.

Next, there was a black skateboard. Then, the skateboard was so black that kitty wanted it. Finally, kitty found a big pink plate.Kitty felt happy because she had a big plate.

 by:Yadira  and Leslie F  and  Elizabeth

At  sunset in the castle two knights were fighting over the princess. First, there were two knights who lived in the opposite sides. They were best of friends until a beautiful  day had come. A beautiful princess had moved into a large castle. Next, the two were fighting with silver swords. The princess couldn’t decide which

  the Evil Dark castle

at night at the castle he guards tried to fight the good guy because he was trying to save the princess from the poisonous snakes. First, the good couldn’t get the pretty princess Next, the good tricked the bad guy. then Jason's red ship came and hit the witch. Finally, the white knight got married to the happy princess. the princess felt happy because the white knight fell in love with her.

Something is the same as nothing

Hello non-readers aka the blog for my self only! In today's top stories, Geek charming is still around. Mind you he did try to dump me in November of last year. Thankfully, his friend came to my rescue and we are still dating. My job is same same, and for the first time in 15 years I may be getting a raise, which means I could quit my second job. These words to the universe's ear. As for everything else, maintenance is good. My friend helped me unlock some family crap and I get to spend time with my mom's cousins, who of course I instantly bonded with.
     Actually, I can remember when my grandparents wanted me to bond with him, but I was 10 and he was 25. Now it's not a big deal and of course they were right. I was thinking in the shower, thank goodness my mom had me while she was young so I can know some of our past relatives. 
     I still watch movies, I go to the art house on Mondays and catch a flick. I saw Grand Budapest Hotel, Obvious Girl, and Jersey Boys... hopefully this will continue and I can give a review later.
Boyfriend in the house!
silverplatters signing off

Latest update 2013

Hello Non-readers,

     In today's excitement, my drama with my bestie increases. Did I mention that he wrote me a scathing email that really hurt me? He stated that my decision to not have children was because I was jealous. Was it projection? Was it because he was secretly in love with me? Who knows? All I know is that I have to get over my hurt feelings. I have a hard time, I keep thinking about the past and how I laid my heart out to him, only for him to stomp on it, then later tell me that, "if only"... That really chops me. 
     As for my awesome boyfriend, his parents will not accept me because I am not Christian. Oh well, so in the end he will probably dump me, or dump his parents. Which I find highly unlikely. When I hear how upset his parents would be, it breaks my heart. But, I will not be a Christian. I disagree with any religion. At least I did the right thing and kept him away from my family, that way, when it is over, they really never knew him. Sad, but true.  
     I never knew this was the path that was set out for me. I didn't get the marriage and family, but I got a fucked up couple of relationships that make me learn in a variety of ways. I love my boyfriend, and I love my bestie although they are messed up!!!
     This is Silverplatters signing out!!!!

Hurt feelings... Loose ends

Dealing with the feelings that come up when an ex gets engaged, moves away, or vacations with his new girlfriend make me feel jealous... I am super happy with my geek charming and my married bestie; so why am I feeling this way? Is it my Aphrodite complex? I seriously have a complex that makes me think I that every man should be in love with me... And when they're not, I get jealous. It's crazy, I know, but if I don't emote these feelings, or express them, they end up consuming me. At least I now know what it is. I seriously do not want to be with any of the men. I just want them to want me. Cookie and crazy but it's me!!!

The crazy game

Well hello non readers,
     In today's update there is much to be explained. First, a group I used to associate myself with blackballed me. I felt horrible. And want to know why I was eliminated. Mostly because I didn't donate to their for profit organization. Ugh.
     So,  the group completely excluded me from a meetup. My feelings are super hurt, then I find out that at the meetup, I was mentioned. Furthering my upset. I don't know how to process these feelings of rejection. Once again, I'm the social outcast.
     Only, the others members dig me because I am semi demi normal. For once, being the cool girl gets me ousted. I just can't win!
This is silverplatters signing out... Oh but all the other stuff is fabulous! Still have radio boyfriend and married bestie! Ciao!